[He's silent...but not long enough for the Ring-Spirit to respond before he adds more to his rambling.]
i don't like being a monster. it's easier to believe this is a punishment after everything javert said, but i can't
i just can't figure out what i did to get here.
i can't figure out why i could have caused this and why i need to do something that i can barely stomach just to get by day to day. and i don't think i can ever feel right in my own head anymore? like i'm spread thin. even all you've said hasn't helped. i'm sorry for that.
[Brace yourself, this is the most emotionally vulnerable he will ever be towards you, Ring-Spirit. And this is after the whole swan thing too.]
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i don't like being a monster. it's easier to believe this is a punishment after everything javert said, but i can't
i just can't figure out what i did to get here.
i can't figure out why i could have caused this and why i need to do something that i can barely stomach just to get by day to day. and i don't think i can ever feel right in my own head anymore? like i'm spread thin. even all you've said hasn't helped. i'm sorry for that.
[Brace yourself, this is the most emotionally vulnerable he will ever be towards you, Ring-Spirit. And this is after the whole swan thing too.]