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Ryou Bakura ([personal profile] softspokenlandlord) wrote2020-11-18 01:10 am

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knifemonopoly: (say way oh way oh eh oh)

[personal profile] knifemonopoly 2022-11-02 03:16 am (UTC)(link)
I...

[He feels strangely vulnerable, like this. As though in offering this to Ryou, he's somehow bared a part of his soul. He knows Ryou knows who he really is, what he is, how he balances scales with kindness or with brutal force depending on what's called for, but he's put his whole self into this, he's done his absolute best, he can't think of anything else, and...

...he's put his whole self into this. For weeks. Now that it's done, what is he supposed to do but lay it at Ryou's feet, and hope, that--
]

...I hope it's enough.

[He hopes he's enough.]
knifemonopoly: (do you hold their lives from a string)

[personal profile] knifemonopoly 2022-11-02 12:51 pm (UTC)(link)
[He closes his eyes, and opens his mouth, still tasting like blood, to the kiss. The hand not holding the glass goes to Ryou's chest, to rest over his heart, to feel the heartbeat.

His mood is so strange. It might be because, if Ryou chose to do it, he could smash Atem into a million pieces, inflict the kind of emotional hurt it's hard to ever really come back from. A betrayal now...it'd be the ideal time, if this was a long game, if Ryou had been hiding something from him as effectively as Beat had.

Every bit of self-preservation, every instinct to remain in control, to hide his cards, to bluff, is gone, silenced -- and, it's a little scary.

He's not usually the one who melts into kisses, far from it, but that's absolutely what's happening now.
]
knifemonopoly: (they sing and dance oh ey oh)

[personal profile] knifemonopoly 2022-11-03 12:44 pm (UTC)(link)
[He doesn't know how to get out of this mood. He only knows that he trusts Ryou, and has no choice but to trust him completely, after going this far, for his sake...]

I love you.

[He says, by way of explanation.]

I want to protect you. I don't want to lose you...to pain you go through.

I'll fight for you. However I have to.
knifemonopoly: (bend your back shift your arm)

[personal profile] knifemonopoly 2022-11-12 03:11 am (UTC)(link)
[Atem has to trust that it will be enough. That Ryou's efforts not to be hurt again...that the protection Atem's bought him, with his actions...will be enough, to keep Ryou near him. He's all in, all of his chips are on the table, he's wagered everything on Ryou, because Ryou's worth that, to him.

He leans against Ryou, as he's held, then holds his glass of blood and wine loosely in his fingers as Ryou asks where they should go.
]

I'm a night monster again, remember...? It's not that late!

I'll go wherever you want me.

[There's something charged in how he says it. The fact that he's not wearing much, and has just gotten clean, has something to do with it.]

Tonight was for you.