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[softspokenlandlord]

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[softspokenlandlord]

I might have to look into it. For now, there's nothing to worry about. I can't say that I care if I'm a shade. Yes, there are the reasons I listed for you, but those are reasons that I felt before, and not any reason I have for why I hate myself now.

[He shrugs. No emotions. No care. He's just vibing.]

[noasark]

I have a suspicion that you'll be feeling plenty once whatever this is wears off.

[A pause, and he narrows his eyes.] Do you hate yourself right now?

[softspokenlandlord]

My apologies. I should clarify--I don't really hate myself right now. I don't feel any particular way or the other, what I meant was that the reasons I gave you are how I felt prior, not how I feel.

But I'm sure that once I can feel again, things will become complicated.

That's normal, right?

[Ryou no.]

[noasark]

Well that's good to hear at least.

[Good. 'Good'.

Erm.] ....I don't think hating oneself is 'normal' exactly, but it's not something that's so abnormal that it's something to worry about beyond what it is... The ideal is that you don't hate yourself obviously, but I wouldn't say it's a 'unique' feeling in any case.